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Name: John J. Park
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Orange County
Birthday: 12/30/1991
Gender: Male
Interests: God, bubbles, life, sleeping on my bed, showering when its cold, doing the things i want to do, playing with my games, calling you my friend, rolling from places to places, powerpuff girls, in-n-out, talking to my cellphone, talking to myself, and just sleeping? wtf?
Expertise: sleeping, rolling on the floor, talking with myself, everything!
Occupation: Operations
Industry: Construction
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  j0hnxp4rk
MSN: j0hnxp4rk@yahoo.com
Member Since:
12/25/2004
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| I didnt really get to talk about missions. but man, was it good! God used our mission team in so many different ways! its so hard to explain in detail, but i thank God for letting me get out of my comfort zone and trying my best to help the native american people with all my heart. its so hard to see how their past was and where they come from and through all that, they can still praise God even with all their troubles and their circumstances. Thank you God for letting me go on this missions trip :] if i have time, i'll describe in detail! bye xanga
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| So, here i go writing in my dairy called xanga. Last couple of weeks were all about studying for sat at elite. I realized that elite makes sat sound like it is easy, but when you take it and look at your scores, its not as easy as they say it is. But its okay.
I'm done with talking about elite, its annoying.
Random Thoughts
So, throughout the past, i guess i wrote alot in my xanga talking about what God did in my life. And what i was feeling and stuff. To be honest, my relationship with Jesus is going down the drain. I dont know why, but even when i read the bible and do all these things, i still feel the same. I'm supposed to be different. I dont know if you guys feel that way, but yeah. God should be my center. Well, the funny thing is, i had a closer relationship with God when there was school because throughout the school year, i would just focus on God and try my best in everything. But since it is the summer, i dont get up early in the morning anymore, but i wake up late, and i get so lazy. Since God is the maker of the heavens and the earth, why is it that we think we are so obligated to just not think about Jesus? I dont know, God should be my everything. Because if we dont put our focus on him, God will get jealous since he is a jealous God. Even in Exodus 34:14, it says, "Do not worship any other god, for the LORD, whose name is jealous, is a jealous God." And in other parts of the bible, it talks about how God is a jealous and avenging God, and he will use his vengence and his wrath. So, if you are a God-fearing person like i am, we need to give God what we have.
Since around June, God's been just giving me these thoughts about having a prayer night where we would just pray for the nations that are suffering. And he even gave me the name which is pray for the nations aka P4N. but as i was reading Mark, it was funny because in Mark 11:17, Jesus is making a reference to a passage before in the old testament, by saying "My house will be called a house of prayer for all nations" well, i got kind of curious, so i went to biblegateway.com and looked it up, and in Isiah 56:7, it talks about how a church should be a place where we pray for the nations. So this really freaked me out, and i decided to talk to pastor matt about it. So i went to pastor matt, and he said POP(Power Of Prayer) is supposed to be for praying for the nations, and i said but we should have a night where people can come and just pray. and he said, just pray at pop. so i guess i got kind of broken. i didnt know what to do, but it is funny because even til this day, i havent lost faith. i know that one day, our church will have a P4N where we would come as a body of Christ and pray for all the people that are suffering in this world.
-john
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| SCREW ELITE! i hate that place. it's so freaking cold in the room and too much work! i got detention for the first time yesterday and stayed in there 2 more hours and wasted 10 pieces of paper writing 50 words and their definition 10 times! which is freaking 500 times. and memorizing vocab words is such a bust for me! ahhh, and they give out too much work. critical reading sucks because of all the stupid articles you have to read, but dont even know whats going on. and elite sucks! i hate elite, i regret joining, and my scores on the practice sat doesnt seem to improve, so whats so good about elite? and one other thing that pisses me off is i thought elite was just a hagwon, not a freaking boot camp! SCREW ELITE!
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| A man (Jesus Christ) who was completely innocent, offered himself as a sacrifice for the good of others, including his enemies, and became the ransom of the world. It was a perfect act.
I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ.
If Christians would really live according to the teachings of Christ, as found in the Bible, all of India would be Christian today. Freedom and slavery are mental states. Almost anything you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it. All business depends upon men fulfilling their responsibilities. There is nothing that wastes the body like worry, and one who has any faith in God should be ashamed to worry about anything whatsoever.
-Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi
AMEN.
This man would of gone to heaven, if it weren't for us Christians. Let us remember our first love, and where it all began. Live the life that Jesus did, it makes a huge difference in the world and in someone else's life.
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| Happy Birthday Rachel Kim.
I doubt you're going to read this.
But yeah, happy birthday.
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